i need some alcohol and some advil
and i still have this goshdamn fever
this history paper will not write itself
"It is necessary to fall in love, if only to provide an alibi for all the random despair you are going to feel anyway."
i think all we ever want sometimes
I need to march to the beat of my own drum
is just to be content
to just be able to sit alone somewhere and be okay with what’s happening
-work at a fashion company
-work in financial services
-volunteer at a mental health clinic or suicide hotline
- taking a class at FIT
- doing codeacademy
In the meantime:
email, call, reach out to as many people as possible
The truth is I felt like I’ve kind of wasted this semester and that I am just a little ways closer to figuring out what I want to do. I’ve narrowed it down to working in the business end of fashion, consulting, and being a psychiatrist.
Guys, I might even take a semester off to figure all this shit out. I just know when I come back, I want to know exactly what I am doing for the next 2-3 years.